Let’s play a game. Spot the number of XOXO above. The winner gets the most “love” in return.
Who am I to question the goodness and crazy adventure so far? 2013 16 June, a date forever close to my heart. Closer than the next breath, further than the last breath.. To all the people I’ve met and learnt countless life anecdotes from, thank you from the bottom of my soul. To all the people throwing some penny across my way, thank you for your thoughts. To all friends and families… Sorry for all the speed of light appearances and disappearances. Thank you for believing in me whenever random messages are sent out seeking for humble dosages of sincere prayers. I will try to be the best of me by bringing out the best in you.. With the love from You. Yours sincerely,
"If you choose to do something, then you shouldn’t say its a sacrifice because nobody forced you to do it."
Read this statement back in Korea last year and have not stop pondering about it since. 60 work hours per week, every day can be a TGIF yay, mistaking busyness for laziness… It all boils down to the bad junk and good funk we feed our mind. And hence our soul. Whatever the works, may d motivation of love always be d center? Sometimes, the most painful decisions may bring some tears in the beginning.. But it usually ends up as an awesomely good sweet decision in hindsight. Just like cutting onions up… Always tear jerking at the beginning; yet always tasting so sweet after some time of cooking. It brings a good flavor. If life is too much of a tear jerker (usually on d heart), hang in there man! A good decision will always get more flavorful with time and effort.
Yesterday, I was crazy enough to admire the moon. Checking the moon out after a busy or long day has this therapeutic effect.. Plus a run or two did do some good. It has been about 2 months since I returned. Still feel foreign at times in this familiar land. I should share more sincere stuff.. But this heart is a tricky one. Sometimes, I feel jaded after catching up with half a year of bad news’ ; the most recent one being a distant coworker of d same age dying in the most tragic way possible..just right after V day ended. On the other spectrum; Many times I feel honored and grateful for old friends to remember me even when they don’t need to. Or new friends who are so open in accepting my flaws and all. After all the noise and occasional overcomplicated modern living habits, I really appreciate the simplicities of life. If life means enjoying one another’s company over coffee or tea, sticking around to build one another up, or just hanging around better people..that is bliss like no other too aye? Bliss in simplicity terms is how I still feel excited when the moon appears is front of my vision. And simply be in bliss- irregardless of the reasons or rhymes. Blissful, let’s.